man. i had to work tonight. it wasnt too bad, it just seems to take a lot out of me on Wed. nights. i hate missing Calstumi (youth group)...it just makes the week ahead seem longer. this is the second wed. i've had to work. my first thought towards working tonight was ..."why do i try when God doesnt even want me at youth group..."..haha..i laugh at myself sometimes...after thinking it over..i decided that its not about where God doesnt want me but about where he wants me. for some reason he wanted me at the west mansfield iga tonight. i hope i fulfilled my purpose there.